Ramblings of a weary soul...

It's been two years since I last posted anything in this blog. A lot of things have happened since the last time I posted. I lost two persons close to my heart due to stroke, my dad and my uncle, in a span of two months in 2015. I had to go on awol from law school, and had to play catch up once I decided to return.

People say that I have a strong personality, and that they admire my resolve and will to move on, despite the challenges I have faced. But lately, I find myself doubting each decision I have made since 2013. The phrase 'is it worth it?' had been a recurring thought whenever I go to school.

How can a person remain strong, when the source of their strength has been taken from them unexpectedly? I may seem confident and full of encouraging words, but then I realized, that the one who needed the encouragement the most is myself.

I miss you so much, Dad. Please lend me your strength once more. I need to make a decision. Please give me your guidance, Lord.

It’s June, baby!

I can’t believe we’re halfway through the year. I won’t be surprised if I wake up one day to realize that it’s the Christmas season once more.

Last May was an eventful month for me. I passed the PUP College of Law entrance examinations, which means that starting June 17, I’m officially going back to school. I’m a little nervous as it’s been eight years since I’ve been considered a student. I have a lot of catching up to do.

Wish me luck!

How’s everyone’s week so far?

Hope you all have a fun and blessed weekend. (“,)

back from hibernation...

I don't like my job right now (the call center one)... I want to resign but I have a lot of vacation trips planned for the next few months so I have no choice but to stay. It sucks because getting a new job would mean cancelling my trips. And my vacations are important to me so I guess I'll just have to deal with it. *head desk*

2010 and the year so far...

I know this is quiet late but what the heck! I might as well give it a shot since almost everyone did it. No harm in joining the bandwagon.

Year 2010 had been a great ride for me. It was a series of trials, happiness and anything in between. I'm grateful that although there were some financial difficulties, I was still able to overcome the trials I faced. Getting a part time job helped a lot and learning to finally handle my finances well made things better.

Of course, joining writing fests helped relieved my stress, so I guess i'll be joining more of these. It's great that I get to practice my writing skills and relax at the same time.

I am uncertain as to what 2011 will bring for me. I'm already feeling some disturbance in the peace at my workplace. But I know and believe that just like last year, I can weather all storms that life throws my way... with a little help from my family and friends.

Happy 2011! Here's to a prosperous and hopefully stress free year for all of us! Cheers!

How do you...

...write a 15k story in 7 days? I'm a really bad procrastinator... Someone should stop me from joining writing fests and help spare me the anguish of wracking my exhausted brain for plots and scenes. *head desk*

i love my family but...

....sometimes it sucks to be the only one who's technically savvy in the brood. More like the only one who has the guts to tinker with the computer. We have 3 units in the house and when things go wrong with one, I feel like a member of Ghostbusters lol!